bearjaws
Hey there, 9 year survivor here (4x BEP).

What are you most anxious about? The chemo or the cancer? I ask because it seems strange to hyper focus on one thing, and often its a result of anxiety. It would be good to tackle your anxieties, just to be safe.

Yes the oncology ward is quite sad, I spent 3 months in one and it's really one of the most tragic places to be.

That being said, most people are helped by chemo, so I found it easy to stay positive about outcomes, especially for a 6 year old.

I distracted myself on my laptop, watched a lot of YouTube (Thanks WAN show for a bazillion episodes).

qbxk
That 6 year old has been through more and knows more about strength and life than you do. Learn from him, from all of them. What they are low on is hope and joy, bring it and share it with them. Leave your pity and unease at home
gus_massa
I don't have anything useful to suggest, but please remember to post here an update a few days after the treatment. Fingers crossed.